joy

Journal entry by Ann — May 19, 2018
I heard another grieving mom say she wants her joy back. Oh, how that resonated with my heart. I thought I was the only one to feel that way so I didn’t want to say it out loud. My faith is not shaken that is the only constant that remains. Though my joy in this world and priorities have changed. My joy in Jesus and His promise of eternal life grounds my thoughts and heart, but the joys of this world are different. I have continuous pep talks with myself like…..

God created all this for you to enjoy.

He gave you the people in your life to love.

He also gives us opportunities to serve others.
God blessed us with relationships.

His creation shows us His creativity and His beauty is directly on display for us.

The list could go on forever of the things He put here for us to enjoy. I want my joy and passion for life back. I have heard people say it will come back over time. I know there is no time frame for anything having to do with grief, but my heart longs to know when. And like a child I want it now.
I have found that joy in Jesus didn’t change. If anything my faith has grown and deepened. In giving Him praise honor, and thankfulness I have that joy and there is peace and comfort in that. Lord, restore joy to the hearts of those who are broken.

Love and hugs Ann