Journal entry by Ann — Jan 25, 2019
You never know how strong you are; until being strong is the only choice you have.
Everyday I look at this saying hanging in my bathroom as I’m getting ready for the day. And I think yep that’s right. I never thought of myself as strong. I just figure things happen in life you suck it, deal with it and move on. That was the motto that I lived by, though now it’s easier said than done. There are way to many things that happen that are out of our control, but I take great comfort in knowing that God is in control and I would have it no other way. There is peace and comfort in knowing He’s got me.
When I am weak; He is strong.
When I can’t; He is able.
When I have sadness; His words encourage.
When I’m crying; He gathers my tears in a bottle.
When I experience happiness; He finds joy in my smiles.
When sorrow weighs down on my heart; He comforts me.
When angst is consuming my thoughts; He covers me with peace.
When discontentment eats away at my mind; He allows me to have clarity in the chaos.
The only one who can pick up the pieces and put them back together is God. When we are shattered only he can put the shards and slivers back to just where they are supposed to be. Nothing is too big for Him to fix and when we get to heaven all will be redeemed and healed. All the pain, suffering, and wrongs done to us will be wiped away. Though there is sorrow, I love the thought of Logan experiencing pure joy, no pain, and worshipping face to face with the Creator of everything. I can’t wait to be there too!
Love and hugs, Ann
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